Somehow, Somewhere

GOOD AFTERNOON PEOPLE.
 HOW ARE YOU??


I am currently thinking about San Jose. Why: because An Cafe will be there. And. I. Want. To. See. Them. Sooooo. Bad.
If someone is going to 08' Fanime. . . TAKE ME WITH YOU. I kind of have the money amount but I need permission from my parents and a ride.
. . . .  And I don't want to go alonnnneeee. But serrriousslyy, I had to miss Gackt, Myv, Yoshiki, and Sugizo last yeaar and I REALLY REALLY want to see An Cafe. Alll the waaay in March.

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Yeahh, so I still have a damn cough. Which is really making my throat hurt real bad. Buuurn, yooo, burn.
Siiiiiigh. I'm hating this more and more every daaay.

        Um, so, I really need a life. I just spent the last two days frolicking through Harry Potter&&Draco Malfoy fanfictions. @_@ Miserable, right?? Someone give me an antidote to this evil yet addictive spell. God, what is bad, is that I don't even read the Harry Potter series. I have read the first book and seen all of the movies... I suck, I know. But I pretty much know all of the important events that happen in the seven books... Please, blame the internet filled with spoilers.
     
        Anywaaay, today I found out that X Japan had their newest song [called I.V] in the Saw IV movie............... I swear, you have NO idea how much I fangirled today about it.  Even though I wasn't even born when X Japan came [Ironic, isn't it??] into the music biz,  I gotta love 'em because they practically started the whole Visual Kei moooovement [hahah, Cow. God, I must be tired].

       Aaaalso, here's a link to the song I.V. [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIlSUVW83Z0] Sadly, it's only the preview version from Yoshiki's Myspace. And yes, Yoshiki has Myspace. Aaand, here is the link to a video of the credits of Saw IV, when you get to see their name in the credits and to hear the full song. [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FflLTV7mnOQ&feature=related] Onnne more link, here is a video of X Japan's reunion and when they played I.V. [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHbhCznAZao&feature=related].....
Insertspazzingfangirlcommentshere.

       ANDANDAND THE SEQUEL TO REBEL ANGELS, THE SWEET FAR THING, CAME OUT A FEW DAYS AGO.
       SOMEONE BUY IT FOR ME. Last time I went to Borders, on the day it came out, it wasn't there. TT_TT But I need to finish reading Divine Madness and Atonement first.

Okaaaaay, done updating for today. Off to reading more slasherfic fanfics now........

- Jasmine

I cannnot stop listening to FTTS's song Like A Man. Hwanhee's voice.... siiigh. eeee~~
Okay, enough fangirling, Jasmine.

Happy belated Holidays, everyone!!~~ I did not think Christmas would pass by so quickly. I remember, days before Xmas, waiting was horrible, so slow.
But now that Christmas is over now... it's strange. Now we just have to wait for the New Year [&&my birthday!!].
So what did you get for the holidays??
I got...:

Two Borders gift cards [$20 each, used one of them to buy the book called Atonement]
Grey&&Black striped footless leggings [SEXY]
Black//white//pink leopard jacket + kitty ears on the hood and a tail in the back
Abercrombie & Fitch gift card [$50 Don't like that place but I used it, got two shirts and gray knit legwarmers]
Silver hoop earrings
Dangly silver earrings
Sketch pad [already knew what it was]
Watercolor pad [already knew what it was]
Prismacolor colored pencils [and also knew what it was before opening 'em]
Black floral printed tank [CUTE CUTE CUTE]

I also got $50 from my Grandma Fely but I used it before Xmas. Bought these sexy ass skinny red plaid jeans.
^(*o*)^  I'll take pictures later of what I got for Xmas!!~~

 -- Jasmine

Welcome to December, ladies and... and... other gender(s). Let's see... what did I do today...
Computer... computer... slash fan-fiction... more yaoi... add some Miyavi music... and... MORE SLASH. >//< Cannot live without my lovely slash//yaoi. Yep, that's pretty much everything. Oh, and I painted this sexy picture of this guy//girl with black and pink hair. I can't decide whether it should be a guy or a girl...

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Ow, my brain hurts. Okay, let's just go with the male gender.

YAYYY PERSON OF THE MALE GENDER LOOKIN' LIKE A GIRLLLL. HELL YEZZ SEXY MAN. SEX ON A STICKKKKK.
<.< >.>
ANYWAYYYY. I can't believe it is already December. This year... seemed really short. Could just be me, but whatever. It will 2008 soon. Strange. Very strange. Fuuu fuu fuuu, my birthday is coming up in a month. I'm supposed to go to Japantown in San Fran on Saturday, day after my birthday. My mom told me it's pretty small [yeahh, I suck at life and have never been there, but I love San Fran] and says it'll be boring//waste of time but whatever. Don't know what I'm going to to there, but I really want to buy things. Like... a lot of things. Nice thought when my family and I have not a single drop of money to randomly spend.

Yeahhyeahhyeahh, birthdays aren't supposed to be only about money and gifts, but fucking whatever. Kind of in a bad mood right now. Not really happy or unhappy. Insert angsty-emo-crap here.

Laa laa laaa~~ What fucking sucks is that half of my presents under the Christmas tree are my birthday presents. Yeah, I know, I sound like a spoiled brat.

But yeahh. Long enough entry for today.

-J

Well, Halloween was okay. Had to find a last minute costume though. Had to go with a 70's chick/pimp/[told by my family]whore. I swear, it was the bright red lipstick. LOLOL, I have a red and black pimp jacket. Oh geez, kill me now.

I went with my older brother, his girlfriend, his girlfriend's siblings&&nephews, and three little kids who were nephews of one of my brother's friend. Geez, babysit much?? We didn't go to a lot of houses though. My neighborhood was SOOOO dead this year though. Barely anyone giving out candy.

So that sucked. Only got a little bit of candy. I got a lot more last year though. Dude, there was one house who was giving out pencils. Say it with me, PENCILS??!!  Siiiiiigh. Guess they could not think of anything else. I cannot believe it's already November now. This year is going by so quickly. Soon it will be Thanksgiving... then Christmas... then New Year's. And then my birthday.

How boring.

This year sucked so much. So boring and blahhhh. God...

I can't even express how I feel right now with words but with physical action. I just need to keep on smiling and no one with ask questions. Odd how life is... Well, Dir en Grey came out with a new PV called "Dozing Green" LOL@the word dozing. For some reason that word makes me laugh. Good that the song is just RARRRWLLARRRRSCREAMSHRIEKSCREAAAM. Instead Kyo actually does some singing. Cough cough, no offense to Kyo.

Ahhh, his voice is soooo nice in that song "Namamekashiki ansoku, tamerai ni hohoemi" thoughhhh. Such a nice voiceeeeeeeee.





Well. Dinner time.

Time is still passing and there no spark in my life.
- J

OHHHYEAHHH. BROKEBACK MOUNTAINNNNN,
Heh heh heh. BM is such a sad movie. Damn homophobes.

Well, pass that into the past, I've been OK. Guess I ended the last entry a little too quick. Sunday went fine. Vanessa seemed to have fun [surprisingly, ex dee dee]. It was funny though because my cousin, Miles [he's ten years old] seemed to be jealous 'cause I wasn't playing with him. Ahh, but I still love 'em. Heh heh, my other cousins and I tease him by calling him Miley who is from that Disney show, Hannah Montana.

This week went well [I suppose. Still spazzing out over a certain someone.]. I hung out with Vanessa yesterday. She's having some problems with some boys again, though. Like always. ._______.;;; Srsly though.

Blah blah blah blah blah. I'm the only one awake right now. My mom is asleep and my dad is out with my brother at a high school football game. Augh, football. Ohh, they're home now.

I'll be back.
9.58.07 11:11 PM
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Back again. It's 11:45 PM now. Aww. So tired. I just started writing this essay about "what makes a good friend." It's due Oct. 3rd. Aughhh. I guess I have to write about one of my friends and what makes me like him or her. Whoooo should I pick...??

IKNOWWW. I PICK HANNNAHHHHH. -POINTS TO HERRRRRRRRRR-

RAWRRRR.


- Tired Jasmine

Dude. Help me. I need to find a layout for my LJ. A good one.

Anyway, this week was okay. I suppose. Friday was the season finales for my two favorite Canadian teen dramas. D: Kill me now. I'm obsessed with dramas. Strange how those are not Asian doramas.

Buuuuuuuut, I'll be leaving to the Bay Area in like, ten minutes. Oddly, I'm bringing one of my friends with me. God, I bet she's going to be bored. Hope not, though. Anyway, this will be a short entry.

Been kind of busy and adjsdjdjgh lately. Ahem...

PAAAAAAARAAAAAAAAAAMOOOOOOOOOOREEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ex dee dee dee dee. Love you.

Jasmine

Has anyone read the book Sickened, by Julie Gregory?? It's a very very interesting yet a bit disturbing story. I think it's a true story. I remember reading the summary back when my mom first bought it and not quite understanding it. It's about Julie Gregory's childhood. I guess she was always sick because her mom would always make her sick and take her to doctors because the mother wanted attention from the doctors. The illness the mother had is called Munchausen by proxy. It's a very disturbing illness when the person make themselves or someone sick to gain sympathy from people. It's a very good story but very sad. I finished in... say... two days. I need to teach myself to not read fasttttt. :<

Anyyyywayyy. Lately, I have been listening to Koda Kumi's songs. She has such a pretty voice. It's really different from most Japanese female singers. 'Cause her voice is deep. But seriously, she seems to love her sex appeal. I watched her Shake It PV... and o.m.gee. I think I'm scarred foreverrrr. Reallllly. Eeeeeeeek. Watch it if you wanttt. But be prepareeeddd to be scarred for lifeeeee. Then again, you might like that kind of stuff [who is reading this anywayyy???!??!].

Buuuuut, her songs are really nice and catchyyyy.

Other than that, I'll be starting my watercolor class soon. Damn. xD. I hope I'm not the oldest one there. Seriously. I would rather want to be around older kids. xDDD. I'm like that. I'm constantly around older people, though. Buuuuut. I need to write my Harry Pooottter fanfiction nowww. xD. It's slash, of course.


More laterrr. xD.

Looveee, Jasmineee

Has anyone seen The Last Samurai which stars Tom Cruise??
The reason why I'm asking is because I just realized that a Japanese actress I like was in there. So when I was watching it, I was like, OMGFGGGG SHE'S FROM KIMI WA PETTO!!!! ASJDSKL:JJ. Then I got all excited and finished the movieeee.

ANYWAY, enough about that. So, I guess, the book Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer is coming out tomorrow, which I really really want. Then someday next week, volume six of Loveless is coming out. I need those two books. =D But I only have... -looks in wallet-... D= twelve books. The Eclipse book is about seventeen dollars while Loveless is about ten dollars. AND, I am supposed to be saving up my money for Gackt's Filmography [spelling??] 1999-2006 [two separate DVDs first called ~Red~ other called ~Blue~]. Each DVD probably consists of twenty bucks.

Augh, anyone nice enough to give meh some moneh!!???!

Then, somewhere near the end of the year, The Sweet Far Thing [by Libba Bray; sequel to Rebel Angels], which is say, twelve bucks. BLEHH. And, by the way, I don't get an allowance. I only get money if I find some or get some from teh family.

Anyway, has anyone read the book Whistling in the Dark??!! Really really good book. Not exactly for kiddies, 'cause of molestation/murder and language. But other than that, it's really good and funny with some suspense in it.

Sooooooooo. That's all rly. Gotsa go nowww.
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Well. Have you ever felt like you were left out?? Hahahh, I have. Many many times. And I think I always will...

I can't describe how I feel right now... It kind of feels like theres a lump in my throat. And my eyes feel a bit wet...
I just feel terrible, physically and emotionally [sp??]. Wahh, I also feel jealous....

<3. Jasmine.

Weeee. I am super happy right now. xD. Whyyy you askk?? Because I am able to see Bou's [former member of An Cafe {damn} ]Last Live. Actually, able to DOWNLOAD it. xD. Thanks a bunch for mah friend Hannah for informing me where I can download it from. [Hahahaah, she better thank me for getting her into An Cafe]  She loooves An Cafe. Anyway, I got a new Shoujo Beat magazine, and GUESS WHATTT??!! Gackt [the greatest Japanese musician in the whole wide world] was interviewed!! And his filmography will be coming out in the US [In October, damn so far away], published by Viz!!!!!!

I seriously kept giggling when I saw him in Shoujo Beat. I kept going around my house and asking everyone if he is good-looking. My dad agreed too. xD. I had another giggle fit when he said that.

I mean seriously...

Anywayyyy. DBSK rox my sox yoooo.

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Thank you Nessa for getting me obsessed with DBSK [HEROO ^___^ -huggles Hero- ] and doramas [YAY!!]. I hope she had a safe plane trip to teh Philippines. I can't believe she's gone.

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I feel horrible. I pretty don't have much friends around here [please, Hannah, don't say anything about public school x_x;;]  but its 'kay.
Err gonna go now. Gonna go say hi to my mom who just got back from a meeting. >..< Sweet dreams and good morning to some.

<3 Jasmine.

I am currently obsessed with Mike He and the doramas and manga of  Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. Been feeling a bit happy, I guess.

Oh, I entered a costume contest for the manga called Bizenghast. The contest is to make an outfit for the main character, Dinah. AND YOU CAN ENTER MORE THAN ONCEEEE. -happy- I already gave the contest holder my first three entries. I am currently inking my fourth one.

It might be my last one. Not quite sure. It's cool that the Bizenghast characters wear lolita kind of clothing. I'm good at drawing lolita clothing [I think]. It's kind of hard because the character, Dinah, has to be able to run, walk, jump etc. in these outfits.

I feel kind of sad because my friend is leaving to the Philippines tomorrow. <3. Not I don't have any more friends over in CA. D: -hooomeschoooled-

I really don't know what else to say. xDDDD.
Ooh, listening to dramatic music isn't really making me feel better. Muuu.

<33333333... I'll write more later on.

Yes...I am currently going crazy right now. I was like...watching videos of the lines to the Jrock Revolution...and I was GOING CRAZY because MIYAVI was there...IN LA.
I can't believe I missed it. Seriously...I am talking about Miyavi...King of Hyperness and such.
God.
And Yoshiki was there from X Japan. Oh, and Vidoll....ohh...and KAGRRA.
I wish Gackt was there. I would HAVE SO went if he was there.

My God....I got goosebumps when I watched the video of Miyavi, Yoshiki, and Sugizo; dunno why. They still have not left.

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Now I am unhappy because one of my best best friends are leaving next month to the Philippines.

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Going now to scream my brains out.

Oh...btw, you know what is scary...

What's scary is to walk into the room and find your parents watching porn. Or to open the DVD player and find a porn CD inside.

Uwaaaaa.
I still can't believe An Cafe was in Texas at the A-kon 18 con.
Muu, Bou should have left AFTER A-kon so I would've seen him in the videos people uploaded on YouTube.
Wah, Miku looked so cute.  Kanon was quiet like always, it seemed like in the video.  And Teruki...  he was all like :DDDDDD throughout the whole video.  Wah,  I wish I could have been there. They would have signed things too.  Oh, one person asked Teruki if she can kiss him on the cheek  ( I suppose she was too scared to kiss him on the lips, then again, I would have been scared too ).  At first, Teruki was...O_O Then he smiled and said YES. Wow, strange how he let that person actually kiss him.  She's lucky. :3

Well, as you can tell in the previous entry, I was really mad.

Which is the truth. :D
Anyway, I should be going to sleep, but I really don't want too.  Hah, no more school for me.  xD.  Vacation, rules!!

Today was okay, I suppose. I almost got grounded by my mother though;  I was not getting off of the computer when she said for me too.  I was too stuck with this Taiwanese drama called Tokyo Juliet.  Those who have not seen this drama and likes those sappy romantic dramas you MUST WATCH IT.  Ariel Lin from It Started With A Kiss 1&2 is the main character.  And Wu Chun from Hana Kimi and a boy band called Fahrenheit is in it too.  Several people from Hana Kimi appear in it as side characters, also.

Oh, and that girl from Summer x Summer is a character in it, too.  Weee, going crazy on the bold/italic option.  xD.

I have been watching Tokyo Juliet since noon, I think, and I am about to start the fourth episode.  I think there's like...  seventeen episodes.  It is really funny.  Strange how the people can put a lot of things in one single episode, though.  A lot of things happen in one episode, which is good, because I do not like it when nothing really happens in an episode.

Anyway, I have been reading all of Sarah Dessen's books.  Her books are really good; so good, that I have all of them.  ;3333  I am currently reading the the millionth time, Just Listen.  That would probably be my favorite one.  Maybe.

Well, gotta go now.  I need to read mah fanfics. xD.

Sweet dreams and good morning to some.

I really hate how this happens.  My family are the type of people who critize everyone just by how they look, talk, or whatever.  It really annoys me
how they act.  Let's see, my father is hypocrite. He says one then says another.  He does not seem like the type but really he is super racist. Then again, he acts racist just to get me mad in which he succeeds in. Then, my oldest brother has the same thing. Saying all this bad things about African American people...  It annoys me so much. Then, my mom is simply the type of person who worries too much.

I would say more...  but I have to go now.  My mother is nagging for me to get off.

More later.

o.em.gee.

I just watched POTC: At World's End. OMG, it was really really good.

I can't believe it.

It's was like.........ALksjdalsdshd. and all.

My Johnny Depp was not in it that much though.

It was pretty cool to have all of the pirate lords from everywhere.

Some things were quite surprising.


Now, if you have or have not seen it watch it/again!!!!!!!!!! Make sure you watch all the way to the end of the credits.

There's a little scene waiting for you, matey. Savvy?

o.em.gee. Did ya hear??

Gackt (former member of Malice Mizer, now solo), Yoshiki (former member of X Japan), Sugizo (don't really know this dude but he's a former member of Luna Sea)...and now, drum roll please.....MIYAVI IN A SUPERGROUP CALLED SKIN.

I repeat...they will be in a band all together.

I would have to say, Miyavi and Gackt don't really mix. But Gackt and Yoshiki don't mix either. Seriously. They both have gigantic egos or something like that. AHHHH.

LDjFLJDSDHFOSIhghiwe.

WEEEE~~~

Pretty hyper right now. I am watching Stomp The Yard right now. So gaayyy. In a wayy.

DUDEEEE. I'mma see Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End tomorrow. Well, that's a maybe.

I need my Johnny Depp fix. xDDDDDDDD. -loves him-

Hmm. So, what do you think of my LJ?? xDDDD. One of my favorite bands, An(Antic) Cafe is on it. Took a while for me to figure the header part though because it did not pop up in the beginning. But thanks to one of my friends, I figured it out...kind of. Anyway, I could not sleep this morning.

First, it was because our dog, Sasha, kept barking throughout the morning until I screamed at her to be quiet. Then our next-door neighbor had their trees cut down in their backyard...and they were having them cut at seven in the morning. Goodness. AND, I went to sleep at two A.M. It was so annoying. So...well....yeahh.

Has anyone heard of a Japanese singer named Kana?? She is the most cutest Japanese girl EVERRR. She's also a model for one of my favorite Japanese styles called Lolita. I suppose she can sing...she just has a scream-ish voice. She is really pretteh though.Well, except her teeth are a bit...well, a lot, crooked. Quite cute though. xD.

So.......
Yeahh. I'll upload another entry later on.

- - - - Jasmine

Dudeeeeeeeeeeeeees. I need help with my layout. I got this layout from this site, and the little pic of Antic Cafe is supposed to be at the top. Is this just my computer or what?? The instructions of customizing says :

INSTRUCTIONS
S1 - Free basic account
Style: generator
Custom colors: blank
Must 1: listed a website in your userinfo (if not the header won't show up)
Must 2: turn off the navigation strip display options by going here
Test in: IE, Firefox, Opere. Resolution 800x600/1024x768)


IMPORTANT
1) Please DO NOT claim this as yours.
2) Please DO NOT remove the CREDIT section!
3) DON'T forget to listed a site in your userinfo, if not the header won't show up!
4) Save the images to your own image hosting site!
5) You may edit the code like: scrollbar, link color, comment customization.
6) DON'T forget to change "your_username" to your username and "your_site" to your url


I do not understand. Help, pretteh please??

EDIT:Well, nevermind. I got it. My friend helped. xDDDDD.


- - - - Jasmine